A little love

Someone told me this song is nice :) so yeahhh..

2012-02-14T17:04:00.002+08:00

fwens :)

Kay, really random,

'Cause if one day I wake up and find that I'm missing you,

and my heart starts to wonder where on this earth you could be,

Thinking maybe I'll go back there to the place that we'd meet,

and I'll see you waiting for me on the corner of the street (:

'cause you're not moving,

you're not moving

hehe.

so fun changing lyric's point of view

;)

gooodbyee with loves :)

p.s : neeways, why is so many people see Valentine's so importantly ?

it's just a Tuesday tho,

Stomp on your left foot :)

2012-02-11T22:18:00.001+08:00

I wanna hear you left foooooot :)

yohhhhhhhh ;)

tired much,

my very last cross country in my high school life :)

got tanned,

sweated like mad,

shouted as if there's no tomorrow,

trying my best to run like a boss,

*seemed to fail tho*

and walked forever alone 'cause no good stamina,

too much lactic acid,

and had all good moments with the Greens :)

and.

point :)

Today was such a great day,

once in a life time :)

i love Hijau :)

moti-moti-we've got a lot of motivation :

dedi-dedi-we've got a lot of dedication :)

RAWR :)

byebye,

Liverpool ah aiyohhh,

Y YOU NO SCORE.

When they said , dont show your teeth :)

2012-02-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

and it's the funniest rule I've ever seen :)

neeeh, when you smile, and you cannot show your teeth,

it ends up like this,

you get something QQ like this,

HAHAHA,

kay, not funny,ikr.

very cute, my school is the cutest school ever,

we take photos and we cannot show our teeth,

so we smile this way,

which is , kind of epic ,

and making everyone burst into laughter after taking our passport size photos.

course I didnt smile till eye no see then,

and,

passport size photos, especially taken in the school,

are never pwetty and looking orsm.

it's A fact ;)

beeen a lil to lifeless,

wanted to do so much stuffs,

and,

failed doing so,

kay,lemme go die,

why do I feel so ,

#idkhowtoexpress#

so many (insert what comes into your mind) people out there :(

and I forever childish,

forever same looking,

forever immature.

mehhh..forever alone eh?

shesh eshen,

please la ,

go addmaths if you had so much free time talk crap here ;(

kbyebyeiloveyoulikealovesongbaby <3

:'))

lifelessmucho.

有你的城市下雨也美麗 (:

2012-01-31T01:06:00.000+08:00

很久很久，
沒有像現在一樣，
在沒有人的夜晚聽著耳機裡的歌，遊蕩在網上，
偶爾想要來這裡寫一些有的沒的，
還有寫作業，
還有想很多很多，
該想的，不該想的，
都想了，
不該想的其實很快樂，很幸福，
只是在那麼忙的時候，
還想那些不相干的，
有那麼一點點過分（：

我太喜歡三更半夜沒有人的夜晚，
一盞燈開著，
耳機塞著，
這樣過一個晚上(:

每一次都要聽：
遺憾，(:
還是很喜歡，從來沒有比以前不喜歡，
很久以前，有人三更半夜打雷下雨，
自己聽同一首歌聽到三點半，
也沒有說很喜歡那首歌，
可是就一直去聽
好好笑(:
可是我很喜歡(:

每一次都要聽：
街角的祝福(:
就是很好聽，
晚上沒有人，
聲音輕輕在耳邊唱，
有難過，可是感覺真的很不一樣(:

這一也聽了：
我以為(:
那首害我看戲哭到半死的歌，讓我一次又一次感到很傷感的歌，
雖然現在我很幸褔，
可是，
今天晚上聽這首歌還是很難過，
可是的可是，
我很喜歡這首歌，
但我以後怎麼樣也不會因為歌詞寫得太像我而反复播著這首歌（：

我不願讓你一個人(:
那是我的心聲，
部分，
我覺得是部分，
那樣太過分，
怎麼能夠讓你一個人，
阿信讓我不願讓你一個人
一個人在人海浮沉（：

我不會喜歡你(:
是我可能不會愛你的插曲
沒有看戲，
可是，
這個好特別，
（：

人會累，很累，
超人也會累，
所以，
我想要做得更多一點，
那麼比較不累(:

晚安地球人(:
我應該是要，
做正經事了，
heh(:
xx

Morningggggg lemonies !　:)

2012-01-24T13:07:00.000+08:00

一个早上没有看报纸，
好像灵魂缺了一块，
完美的一天有一点点不完美，
好像吃半生熟蛋没有放酱油，
好像吃饭只用汤匙没有叉，

我觉得我很变态，
哈哈哈哈！

:D

为somok 今天没有报纸woh !?

D:

新年快乐(:

gotta be a quick one, reunion dinner ! :)

2012-01-22T20:10:00.001+08:00

Hi dear bloggers,
sorry for not updating ,
have been sort of busy these weeks,
school was never relaxing,
but hectic life is somehow awesome, undeniably.
;)

well it's the last day for 2011 in the Chinese's calender,
which they called 年二十九（：
so ,
Happy Chinese New Year's Eve people ! :)
lotsa loves !

First thing,
as promised,
Count down party at LooLoo's !
paiseh, till now only get to update bout this super awesome and tui party.

Chinese words to the rescue ;)

那个，
我把我2011年的最后一天，
给了几个很可爱的女生，
还有一堆臭到要死可是我很爱的男生，
还有露露很美丽的妈妈，
还有那个，
露露超级可爱，他们说蛮像我的，
表妹(:
就这样，他们是，
陪了我一年的朋友(:
我也在露露的家，
住了一年(:
就是，
真的啊，
我住了一年。
哈哈，
好，你觉得不好笑吗？
假假笑一下也让我不要太尴尬嘛
哈哈哈。
算了。
你知道，當一堆闷到快要发霉的臭男生聚在一起，
你以为他们就这样，
让时间慢慢飘过？
错，
我跟你说，
大错特错！
就这样，
臭男生竟然，
做出了那种恶心到极点的事情，
现在想起来，还有一种想要吐得感觉，我的天。
我觉得，只有他们才那么天才，
会把那些吃剩的食物渣，牛油，蜜糖，倒进气球里面，
然后。。
然后，
十二点的时候，开炮，
丢来丢去，整身都牛油味，
还有鸡骨头，
我还意大利面咧，天啊。
可是，
那种胃胃，恶心的时刻，
谁还管你干不干净，
你不干净，才是王道，
(:
所以，一堆腿至极点的废材，
害我本来很闷，很想睡，
变得，也有点变态地精神起来。
一起看球，然后一堆在外面洗澡，
我看着林佳豪的最爱龙门竟然被射穿了的时候，
大声喊着GOAL的感觉，
好开心哦(:
不好意思，
可是，那一球真的还蛮漂亮的。
然后一堆不喜欢蓝色的也跟着我一起狂喊，
好过瘾(:
半夜凌晨，一个两个，
明明要睡觉，却死撑着，
眼睛都要关上了，
还跟我说不累，
那种要死不死的样子，
太可爱(:
很抱歉露露的妈妈和爸爸，
如果你那晚睡得不是很好，
请多多原谅，
因为，
我们也许一生人只有那么一次如此疯狂，
我爱死他们了(:

然后，
就我的生日，
我十七岁了，
好老好老。
一群该死的臭鸡蛋，
果然真的杀到我家来，
害我一点准备都没有，
还硬说我早就知道了，
什么东西跟什么东西嘛，
我如果早就知道就不会穿的那么难看好吗？
好歹也是十七岁生日耶，
至少也让我穿好看一点的裙子啊，
竟然穿着短裤就和他们疯了一整天。
我知道那群臭鸡蛋都好闷，
我家本来就没什么好玩的，
可是，我除了感到很内疚以外，
心里也超级感动，
你们都不知道，心里早就哭得半死，
唱生日歌后还要我发表感言，
然后给我一堆莫名其妙的掌声和喝彩，
害我笑到脸颊就要发麻，
心里哭到肌肉就要抽筋了。
好过分，
每一年都那么好，陪我庆祝，
女孩们也全力配合，
演了我看过最真的戏码，
让我每一年都有满满的祝福和感动。
我真希望每一年都可以跟男孩女孩一起过，
还有我很可爱的家人，
都对我好好，
太棒了(:
让我觉得我超幸福的。

接着，
我就去台湾了，
我没有上课，
可是我看到好多，
我觉得我还可以更加好，
我好怀念那时候上课的情景，
也觉得那时候怎么那么厉害，
很不可思议的完成了好多东西，
也明白了很多道理，
现在看回去，
我明白的，和我做到的，
还是有那么一点点的距离，
我希望在成长的道路上，
一直都有圆桌的陪伴，
让我比其他孩子都来得成熟，
让我知道我什么应该做，什么不应该做，
不为发生做反应，
让明天的自己更好。

好了，
我明明就说要写短一点，
结果坐在电脑前面也好久了，
要吃团圆饭了，
希望你们都和我一样幸福快乐，
很爱很爱你们(:

明年见，
哈哈(:

Seventeen (:

2012-01-12T22:48:00.001+08:00

Hi (:
I think there's no much difference between seventeen and sixteen .
I still love sleeping so much,
Still pig very much.

But love my friends and family more than ever (:

xx bai update next time :)

Ps: I passed my undang like omgggg , raaaarrrrrr (;

Y YOU SO DIFFICULT ?

2012-01-07T16:09:00.000+08:00

Undang is not my bestfriend,
never.

Y YOU NO LIKE ME WOH.

pass ,let me pass please :3

如果人生是一场球赛

2012-01-06T18:26:00.001+08:00

就好像在开场十六分钟就犯规的球员一样，
被裁判罚了一张黄卡，
裁判就在剩下的七十四分钟，都会紧盯着你，对你已经有了先入为主的坏印象。
你更加会害怕，会再一次从裁判手中得到黄卡，就累计两张，就红卡出场，就算比赛还没有结束，但那也已经不是你的比赛。
也许根本都不需要想得太远，
也不需要对剩下的七十四分钟负责，
因为中场休息的时候，
也许你就被换下来了。
因为还有比你更好的球员，
等着帮球队争取三分。

如果人生是一场球赛，
那样就简单多了
(:

SCHOOL IS REOPENING RAWR :D

2012-01-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

OH LOOK, US IN UNIFORM :)

well well,

back to school tomorrow yoh ! :)

definitely missing all the crazy moments with girls, and those gayish LOA guys :*)

not that we aint gonna meet anymore,

just that we gotta be really busy with own stuffs and we might not have enough time to spend together like how we did in this crazeh holidays.

not to mention,

school always have RULES which we can't go against.

we can't play water balloons ,

*well not quite close to 'water', those mad men just stuffed whatever eatable and uneatable things into the balloons, even coleslaw,mashed potatoes,BBQ sauce,honey etc. I swear those BALLOONS were simply disgusting and smelling GOOD (Y)*

we can't bake as much as we like during school days because there's always tons of homework waiting for us,

we can't hang out often 'cause parents always claim that we should concentrate on studies,

we can't watch football matches till late night 'cause the next day we have to go to school

* oh anyway, am still watching Manchester City vs Liverpool on the first day of school, salute people,salute ;) I just hope they won't ruin my day, SCORE Liverpool SCORE and go make Manchester City cries like a baby pwesh . :)

Imma feeling lil scared yet excited for tomorrow :)

it's gonna be a whole new chapter of mua life ,heh :)

It's always good to have friends like 'em,

aiya, you know who la ,

for whoever reading this,

it's always good to have a friend like you,

seriously,

no matter how gay shyt this may sound.

For my girls,

c.a.s.e.y , S9 girls, and lots more girls,

so touched when I knew you girls actually read my blog,

i promise someday I'll write a post for you girls,

you girls are simply awesome and sweet,

so nice and i seriously love being with you girls,

and i feel more girlish when i'm with you girl,

HAHA :)

loves lots lots .

For my gay shyts,

LOA tui tui gang, S9 guys, and lots more guys,

thank you for making me a very LOA girl,

always laugh like mad woman in front of you people,

not taking care of my image and somemore ruin my image by teasing me all the time,

telling me that my sleeping face is simply yong sui and pig,

treating me like a boy and imma open minded one,

shouting GOAL when watching football with bunch of guys,

really love being with you bunch of gay tarts,

and i feel so boyish whenever i'm with you guys.

promise i will update bout the orsm countdown party using touch-your-heart cina words next time

loves lots lots

okay, me gotta pack my bags and get ready for everything.

all the best you people.

2012 will be really awesome,

have a great year,

loves !

那又怎麼樣

2012-01-01T22:24:00.002+08:00

阿嫲說今天是我華人農曆生日，
也就是說，
我十八歲了。
我其實不知道，
但是知道以後覺得我真的老了。

看到了很多我無能為力的事情，
也許我長那麼大，
還真的是那麼地差勁，
不能做些什麼，
更不能讓人更加開心。

每一次我有事情都有人在旁邊，
可是現在不一樣的時候，
我卻什麼都不會做。

我很無助那又怎麼樣，
也不夠別人無助
我很難過那又怎麼樣，
也不夠別人難過
我很想流淚那又怎麼樣，
也不夠別人有理由去淚流

是很平凡的一天，
是2012的第一天，
也竟然是我農曆生日的一天，
阿嫲特地叫傭人起來煮紅雞蛋給我吃，
說我可以吃兩粒，其他的派給家人吃。
我很感動，阿嫲那麼疼我，
很疼很疼我。
可是為什麼在這樣再也平凡不過的一天，
要得到這樣的對待，
會因為別人難過而跟著難過，因為什麼都做不到，
因為看不過別人對別人的對待而擺出一副死人樣，
像定時炸彈隨時會爆發，
那樣太可怕。

紅雞蛋煮了自己也不吃，
給別人，別人也不吃，
煮了那又怎樣？
選擇吃下去的讓我很感動，
選擇不吃的沒有關係，
可是會有一點遺憾，
好像否定我十八歲的價值，
是我想太多，
是這樣的。
請原諒我的無知與執著

再見，
阿嫲眼中十七歲的我，
我希望十八歲的我能夠更好，
我也只是希望，
這一個夜晚可以更快樂，
就一定要這樣嗎？

Never give up on every questions(:

2011-12-30T21:04:00.001+08:00

What the hell on earth ya talking about? I hang on and try so hard to deal with addmaths and whaayy ? Whaaayyy cant I solve woh ? D:
hen tao yan .

I seriously could just jump off from 34th floor like idk what mad woman.
Sheshkebab.
SOB
WHY LEHHHHHH WHY SO MEAN TO MEEEEE T_T

Tomorrow I dump you, and go party :(

梦想总是荒唐的，
不荒唐的就不叫做梦想，
不荒唐的就没有实现的必要，
实现荒唐的梦想才是最不荒唐的决定(:

Ok talked so much crap,
I go bang wall nao.
Kbaiiloveyoupeople.
xx

(*:

Nice pimple :)

Why ?

2011-12-29T21:02:00.001+08:00

I think ,
He just dumped me so easily..
Without hesitation and regretting..
How could this happen to me ?
Was I the one who made me mistake,
Decided to put aside everything related to him, and trying to live my life to the max, before I face challenges in life, before I have to say good bye to him, and never looked back.

Now I knew he has completely frustrated, can I still do something before it's too late for us ? Or am I suppose to sit there doing nothing?

I've been begging for the right answer for couple minutes,
I've been trying to solve questions and difficulties I facing for couple days,
I've been really regretful for abandoning him for so long,
I am truly sorry.

Please tell me you love me too,
Before we go back to school,
I don't want to have awkward moments with you, I just want to do it happily, and do it really fast..

SO I WON'T FAIL MAHH ADDMATHS PAPER IN FIRST TERM AND ALSO UNTIL SPM

I need some lovely and strong bonding with you la ! Pweassss ~

WHYYYYYYYY YOU SO MEAN TO MEEEE WHHYYYY

T_________________________T

Sniff sniff .
Hugslovesbyes.

I do hope I could grow, yet I dont wish so.

2011-12-29T17:59:00.001+08:00

Sucha conflict !

Y AM AYE HABING 3 HUMONGOUS PIMPLES WHICH R BERRY OUTSTANDING POPPING OUT ON MY AMERICAN DARK CHICKEN FACE ?

T________________T

Isn't it too old for a seventeen-gon-to-be young ciku to experience this ?!

Haih :(

Why you so tall, da tou bing ?

1點11分的下午(:

2011-12-27T13:45:00.000+08:00

我還能在幹嗎？
我現在只想要一刀斬斷我的腰，
它竟然比打翻醋瓶的女孩還要酸，
害我動也不能動，
好過分。

;(

要開學了，好快好快，
非常的快，
什麼事情我都很會想，
想很多，
計劃得很好，
超級完美
可是做的時候就。。。
就。。。
算了。

所以，
青蛙為自己和很愛的人著想
決定不可以辜負別人的希望和愛，
所以，
青蛙寫了新年願望
是這樣說的嗎？
我不知道啊，我只是知道英文
2012 New Year Resolution :)

請親愛的人類注意，
尤其是明年即將畢業的你，
也許你覺得明年以後你就自由了，那感覺超一級棒的!
可是，人生有多少次瘋狂的時刻，
有多少次為了那假死說是評估我們程度水準的大考發奮努力，
有多少次會去圖書館假假騙自己說，
我超努力的！勢必殺出一條血路來，這樣說。
又有多少次可以，
在我們這樣忙碌的學校裡，
運動會又搏殺，考試又搏殺，運動會前夕還要蹲在角落煮一包又一包的番薯粉，
教師節又關你事，老師退休要唱歌，自己畢業要表演，大考來了要熬夜，AGM要面試自己的下一任，下課站著看別人吃東西，上課睡覺老師叫，還有很多很多，
很需要體力耐力鼓勵努力的一堆廢柴卻有意義到爆炸活動，
這樣的生活，
可能只有明年，
可能只是在370天後就沒有了。
所以，
親愛的，
不管你是不是像我一樣對自己沒有把握，是一隻青蛙，
還是你是人類，
殭屍也好，隨你便，
請記得珍惜2012，
也許不是世界末日，
不是你的最後一年，
可是啊，
他也許就是你青春最美好的最後一年，
請不要隨便這樣就讓他慢慢過去，
請把握你懵懂的時刻，
請把握各種有可能讓你生命變得更燦爛精彩的時刻，
請珍惜當有人喜歡現在的你的時刻，
請真心對待身邊每一個愛你的人，
請感謝在你面對難搞的大考，
和愛你的人一起努力的時刻。

原來不是所有人都不愛你，
只是你自己不愛自己的時候，
你看不到別人有沒有在愛你。
愛自己多一點，2012會愛你多一天(:

很快又要長大了('：

我突然覺得這個世界好大，我好小

2011-12-26T18:17:00.001+08:00

好像

一隻青蛙一樣小

世界好像，

一隻恐龍一樣大

我常常對別人笑

也常常在別人面前哭

我覺得

我是一個很奇怪的青蛙

噢不，

是一只。

我常常看見其他的青蛙，

我覺得，

哦他們超漂亮的！

哦他們讓我羨慕死了！

哦他那隻青蛙竟然煞到我了！

哦，我覺得我是一隻難過得傷心得可以的小青蛙。

有時候會莫名地，

為我自己是一直平凡又不足的青蛙感到自卑落寞，

可是，

青蛙也有青蛙的尊嚴，

青蛙也是有膽有肺的動物，

所以，

誰說，

當青蛙遇上恐龍的時候，

只可以，

面對被恐龍吃掉的唯一一種可能。

恐龍再怎麼大，

青蛙再怎麼小，

青蛙還是可以笑，

恐龍還是可以選擇不吃青蛙，

青蛙可以坦然面對恐龍的出現，

青蛙還是可以適應恐龍的時代，

青蛙還是會羨慕其他的青蛙有多好，

可是青蛙決定，

為青蛙自己努力，

讓自己不一樣，

讓恐龍也會有一天，

變得不一樣，

（：

青蛙還是一隻很愛笑，又很愛哭的小青蛙 (:

這好像，不是青蛙，

是，

小丑

Am backkkkkkkk (:

2011-12-25T21:17:00.001+08:00

Hehe (;
Merry Christmas people !
I lurve lurve you all !
And may you peepal have a blessed one (:

Christmas is sho sweeeet (:

The fish I caught and I , in Australia (:

是我想太多，你总这样说（：

2011-12-16T16:19:00.001+08:00

有些人在你生命，
走了又停，走了又停，
最后还是留在你身边，
有些人在你生命，
越走越远，
最后消失在你的视线，
请问，
你是哪一种？
(:

不管以后的你走得多远，
我停了多久，
会不会最后踏着不一样的步伐，
走着不一样的路。
会不会最后明白等待也是一种期待，
等着有那么一天的到来。

超讨厌的韩国剧，
浪费不少眼泪。
(:

圣诞节要到了，
(':

勇敢的告別 :)

2011-12-15T18:17:00.003+08:00

很久很久，沒有打方塊字啦 :)

因為超麻煩，方塊字也很討厭的常讓我感到莫名地悲傷，

每次都有那種就快要死掉的難過感覺，

好像幾百年不會再相見的生死離別，

或者被愛重重地在心上揮了一拳，

心碎得可以的時候，

才用方塊字很LOA的學方文山寫emo到可以直接去死掉的一堆，莫名其妙的文言文，還要是有很多逗號，兩三個字一行，的那一種。

好了，我要寫文言文了，不明白也沒關係 :)

話說昨天晚上啊，

那個臭雞蛋林嘉豪很LOA的在facebook說他的部落格復活了，

我很雞婆的就去看啊，

我真的很想顧一下我自己女孩子的形象，

可是...

他媽的那死笨蛋寫的一堆發橋東西竟然讓我哭了兩次，

Aiyo去死啦！

很衰的是，那該死的電視機竟然還播著“好的事情”那個傷心到谷底的歌，

害我像林嘉豪一樣在鳥不生蛋的夜晚眼睛進沙兩次。

幹！

唉，太粗魯，

都是一群臭男生，和他們在一起那麼久了，

我也好像和其他的女生不一樣。

我變臭了，和他們一樣腿腿的，

可是我他母親的感到非常開心，非常自然，

因為我不需要假假，做作，很發橋 :)

幹就幹咯，

誰叫九把刀影響力那麼大，

全世界的男生都變得那麼熱血，

整天幹來幹去，

也誰叫一班腿腿的笨蛋那麼有感染力，

本來在旁邊聽他們說著說著，傻傻跟著笑著的我，

也竟然和他們一樣，學會幹這個不知道是什麼名詞副詞形容詞的文言文。

也有三四年了，

我們認識那麼久了噢！

有沒有很感動，我其實真的很感動的啊，

雖然有一些你們，

我只是剛剛認識的，

可是和你們在一起，好像認識一百年了耶！

熟到可以腿你們，可以很三八的和你們笑，

沒有儀態了，以後沒有人要我，你們統統負起全部責任！

沒有，我開玩笑的。(:

好，我也要像耀恆嘉豪和垠江一樣寫感謝詞了，

所以，我覺得這個會，

超長的，超花我時間的，

因為還要放很多的感情進去寫，

我怕我寫得，超感性。

我決定二十五個統統寫進去！

跟你死過就對了，

因為啊，

我不知道別人怎麼想，可是我怎麼總覺得，當我在別人的部落格上看到我自己的名字，看到別人怎麼形容我，我會很快樂，很感謝有這麼一個人，原來那麼注重我，我會像發花痴一樣對著沒有生命的電腦笑。所以，我希望你們每一個，看到這個的時候，也會像我一樣，發花痴，找到自己的名字，然後對著電腦笑，:D

我很喜歡邦咯島，

更喜歡你們(:

我要說的是，女生(:

JiaLee: 同年同月同日生，同一個醫院，我覺得我以前應該就是睡在你隔壁(: 我不知道為什麼，我和你每一次都有話說，我不會怕尷尬，什麼都可以說，什麼樣的話題都可以聊。我覺得你超像大姐的！做什麼都有自己的方向，騎腳車也騎在我們前面帶路，好厲害，我好羨慕你。有時候你也很單純，單純到我很想要笑，哈哈(: 那群眼睛長在頭上，只是靠嘴巴吃飯的男生說話你每一次都全部殺個青光，還和他們那麼好，哎喲，你真的是一個很值得交的朋友，SiewGor幫你算命也是這樣說，你是一個很好的朋友。(:

SueAnn: 誒，我跟你十年了耶！一年級同班到六年級，上了中學還黏到要死，只是我們今年沒有什麼說話，都很忙，都很遠。你知道，我真的超感動的，當你在Trip的第一天早上看到我，問我好不好，然後就眼淚飆出來的時候，我抱抱你的時候。我覺得我們以前熟悉的感情全部跑回來了。Trip回來後，你還要很讓我感動的去寫了一堆常常的東西給我，害我感動到半死。還有，我真的很內疚，我第二次上大馬路騎腳車，我那該死的腳車沒得煞車，下斜坡的時候就這樣喊著你的名字，撞上了你，害你腳都紅了。很感謝有你那麼好的好朋友，我們還會有下一個十年的，十年真的很不容易的。(:

Brenda: 美女(: 其實和你也不是很陌生啊，我們也認識很久，只是沒有很深入罷了。我知道你是一個很好的朋友，你很關心你的好朋友，我知道的(: 不要那麼遲睡覺啦，早一點睡覺知道嗎？全部亂水了，你的時間很奇怪。哈哈。顧好自己的身體！還有祝你學腳車愉快！

EngJoo: EngJooooooo(: 我有時候一直會想，為什麼你可以那麼樂觀？每次你都會笑笑看著別人，就算我心情不好，看到你，你對我笑，然後傻傻講話的樣子，我覺得很可愛，我也會很想要笑。我覺得我有一點變態，可是你真的是一個很好，很會笑的朋友(: 還有，我有什麼韓國人的東西不明白，就問你，你每一次都懂，你整個好像半個韓國人一樣。那天晚上我不知道你發生什麼事了，可是我看到你這樣，還真的有一點擔心，我沒有看過你這個樣子，希望你真的沒有事。謝謝你教我玩牌，哈哈:))

Binggbingg: 跟你講講多也沒有用，寫出來好像很胃一下，什麼事情我們在房間都講完了，你要我在這裡寫，我覺得你是一個好人，這樣假假的廢話咩？可以啦，你明白，我也明白的。不要什麼東西都kek在心裡面啦，跟我講，我沒有收錢，free 的 (: xx

Huizhi: 我每一次聽到那些男生說你很完美，是他們的女神，我就一直在那邊笑(: 因為我也覺得你真的很完美，哈哈(: 是真的，沒有騙你。有時候你的樣子發呆，傻傻的時候很可愛，你泡的Milo也很好喝，和你說話也很開心。你原來也和我一樣，看了恐怖片會很怕，不敢去廁所。(: 和你一起出海玩，和你一起喊，很開心。你也很會關心別人，讓我感覺很窩心。我真的覺得你很可愛啦！ (:

Szemin: 我很喜歡跟你在一起！很瘋狂，每一次看你和男生在吵架，我都會笑到肚子痛。我那天晚上跟你說，我會那麼瘋，開始腿你，是因為我們熟悉了，變得更好了，所以才會這樣做，真正的好朋友才會這樣的。我這樣說，是真的這樣覺得的。可能我跟你說話開始變得語無倫次，講到一半會笑，可是那是因為我和你變得更加好朋友了(: 明明你是六月的，我一月，可是你每次都很照顧我，看到我累到死人樣都出來了，就一直叫我回去睡覺，陪我回去房間。好朋友！

一堆臭雞蛋(:

ZhiQi：Zhikiii (: 大哥，到你了。腳腫到不懂什麼樣還講要搏殺，本來美美的頭髮，結果去學柯騰剃三分頭，是啦，你就是這樣奇怪。以前和你在一起玩的時候都沒有那麼狼，還跟你很客套，可能不是很熟。結果不知道為什麼，今年變得如此瘋狂，和你在一起，沒有一句話腿你都不可以，你沒有一天不腿我好像會死掉。都是你啦，每天叫我大姐，害我不知不覺開始很像自戀狂，人家叫大姐，我會開始有反應，很GILI的你懂不懂？我不喜歡你性感的聲音，所以，你要快點好起來，大哥(:

KangWei: 嗨！你好:) 其實我們也不陌生啊，去年見過了，哈哈:D 你也是一個腿人，玩起來也超級瘋狂，唱歌更加是(Y)，我不知道你那天晚上受到什麼刺激，唱的那麼起勁。也很會賭噢，又是一個整晚不用睡覺的英雄好漢啊？顧好身體，這樣才可以玩得癲一點。很高興認識你，真的。如果明年還有去旅行，記得要來，知道嗎？(:

Jim: 我其實。。。不是跟你很熟。可是。。。我覺得你很可愛(: 你很像很shy shy的horh？我不知道你覺得這一次的旅行好不好玩，可是我覺得你的出席讓這個旅行變得好玩。看你賭博的樣子，好像很厲害玩 In Between horh ? (: 你講話的時候真的，很好笑，我很想要笑，我覺得你好像睡不醒，還是我真的是很恐怖，所以不能跟我說話咧？我覺得我要檢討一下，下次再玩(:

BingXing: KohBINGBING :)我寫華語，好像很奇怪，可是，這種太感性的東西，用英文寫，就沒有那麼感性了，所以，我不管你去死啦，你要讀華語就讀，懶惰讀就google translate(: 你也是一個傻傻的，一講話，我就想笑。還有，為什麼你跟女生玩heart attack可以玩到那麼爽？有那麼好玩啊？可是我不會玩，下次我會玩，我就跟你玩，陪你喊到沒有聲音。On啊？(: 我很想念你唱那個Paradiseee的時候，memang best (:

JianJack: 其實我也和你不是很熟，可是，我覺得你真的，又是一個，很可愛的，腿樣(: 你好像很害羞，可是那好像是在我在場的時候，才可以成立的一種說法。因為我們不熟嗎？所以沒有什麼話好說？其實我一點都不女生，我跟你們一堆臭雞蛋沒什麼兩樣，所以，也可以跟我一起三八的(: 你罵粗口的時候，很斯文一下hoh ? In Between 的時候看你好像很可憐，可是我卻很壞心眼地一直在那邊笑，因為你的樣子太好笑了(: 也聽說你想要女人的故事，笑到我肚子痛，祝你好運，哈哈哈哈(:

LianJiet: oiii,我好像沒有什麼跟你講到話，你也好像很安靜，只是一直在那邊跟那個智顏唱火力全開，一直在那邊oh oh oh oh oh oh.. 你也幾厲害吃，整條魚吃完，那個魚骨頭還美美擺在盤的旁邊。你有時候還沒有睡醒的那種腿樣真的，很傻，哈哈(: 你很另類，你跟其他人腿的感覺不一樣，他們腿到很出面，你就默默在後面腿，結果不小心被人發現，全部人就一起笑到臉抽筋，看你怎樣腿。謝謝你的棉花糖，很甜，很好吃(:

Dickson: Banana la，你看得懂我在寫什麼嗎？哈哈(: 我其實很想要問你，為什麼你那麼得空，什麼鬼Trip都有你的份？我很喜歡你講華語，因為有英文腔，很像王力宏的，很好聽。(: 噢對了，我很高興因為你開始喜歡華語歌，而且那些華語歌，很多是王力宏的歌。(: 你唱煎熬的樣子很好笑，哈哈哈(: 希望能夠認識你多一點！

BoonJian: 有時候我覺得你很奇怪，想要關心別人，可是嘴巴就講別人，是不是這樣的關心你比較習慣呢？謝謝你的紙巾，我妹都快要用完了，你也很貼心，會買三包回來，怎麼會那麼好人？今年我才認識你，可是感覺上和其他的腿人一樣熟悉。看你的部落格，還蠻好看的，不知道為什麼。我覺得你在某方面會比別人成熟，你會想，可是，有時候一起幼稚一下，也很不錯。哈哈(:

ShiHao: Yogiibeaaaar ! :) 很久沒有跟你講話了！哈哈，他們總是說你有一個很習慣性的動作，他們還做給我看，我笑翻了！可是啊，我好像從來沒有看過你這樣做耶。以後做一次給我看啦，還有你靜靜不說話，一說話就害到全部人笑到半死，你很過分一下。其實你學腳車很快，不明白為什麼你跟我說，很難，你還學不會。哎呀，你努力一點，腿一點，你就會了啦。祝你學到成功，腳車會愛上你的(:

LooLoo: 三八！你一笑，我就很想笑。你真的很可愛，為什麼你講話會走音，還會有鼻音？(: 好心你，不會喝，就不要喝那麼多，還是你在那邊假死假死？我覺得我很壞，因為我有時候也很腿樣，會欺負你，而且其他男生欺負你的時候，我也會在那邊笑個不停。哎呀，你太可愛。為什麼你那麼壞，人家睡覺你去搶別人的抱抱。你在巴士上睡在別人的肩膀的樣子，很gay，哈哈。不好意思，我覺得我們很熟，所以我可以一直腿你。腿腿一條心(:

KenFui: chuuu(: IU到你傻了啦。為什麼突然間醬發橋要我看韓國偶像劇，很好笑。突然間從洋妹跳到韓國妹，有一點不習慣。有時候你沉迷一個東西，真的很夠力一下，一直像傻的一樣send我link。可是你是一個不錯的朋友，是真的。你癲起來也真的很癲，很高興，中二就認識你，希望很久很久的以後，你還是會send我一堆莫名其妙的youtube link(:

ZhiYan: 顏顏，你也是很奇怪，一直唱火力全開。我也是很壞，每天得空吃飽沒事做就拿你來欺負，你每一次都給我那種很無辜的表情，然後就害我破功，本來很生氣的臉就爆笑，害我很沒有面子。你啦，又要兄弟又要顏色，哪裡可以哦？可是我知道你很努力在找你的平衡點啦，只是我雞婆有時候喜歡玩你一下，就腿你一下罷了嘛。那天那堆沒有良心的臭男生啊，丟你和耀恆過來，我覺得你們好像很不好意思，其實我很想要跟你們講話，不要弄到你們醬尷尬，可是你們啦，在那邊一直跟我傻笑而已。我知道你是好人啦。(:

ChiaZheng: 差一點就同班五年了咯。講話有時候都沒有經過大腦的，有經過大腦的時候就很好，會把事情的輕重分得清清楚楚。有時候你卻喝得不清不楚，顧好自己，也要顧好別人，你是一月生的啦。你的臉，在太陽下面過後，竟然，那麼漂亮。。祝你好運(: 也是傻佬一個，跟那個zhiki一搶到mic就忘記全世界，應該是不知道自己做了什麼咯。每一次你都很八婆，會問我很多東西，以前還很厲害，幫我解決問題，現在你有什麼問題，不要傻傻自己衝過去啦，得空找我也不用緊。

Woikein: 你好像很緊張我會寫什麼hoh？(: 又是一個，差一點跟我同班五年的。你啦，我哪裡會忘記你，不可能會忘記你的。第一次遇到會讓我，讓到那樣夠力，可是又很不甘願地讓我的人。整天跟我說，對對對，你對，都是我的錯，我的錯我的錯，對不起，是我的錯。還要給我九十度鞠躬咧，哇塞我超感動的，現在想回去。真的，還蠻感動的，這是一種只有在十五六歲才會有的情節，以後哪裡還會有人這樣對你。以後哪裡還會有人來，跟我說，我認為佳敏應該來這個trip，以後哪裡還會有人在我面前不知死地罵一堆粗口，然後再看著我說對不起。我很喜歡幫你剝蝦殼，幫你拿魚，教你吃螃蟹。下一次，我答應你幫你剝蝦殼。(:

YaoHang: 對了啦，到你了。(: 我問人了，我知道什麼事情發生了，哈哈哈，我聽到的時候，笑到沒有聲音，然後想像你那個樣子，哈哈哈:D 那不是我的被單啊，是嘉豪的。你幹嘛那麼開心，然後就感到那麼失望咧？我下一次幫你蓋被就是了，所以啊，明年記得幫我，我們一起舉辦明年的旅行！我會幫你蓋被的！你也是一個腿樣的，說話的時候樣子認真死了，結果說的東西都害我笑慘了。哈哈哈！之前跟你還不熟的時候，你跟我說話超客套的！現在，我覺得。。。我可以不用跟你客氣了。好一個腿樣啊你！(:

JiaHao: 傻佬，你緊張什麼？現在才寫到你啊，我寫了兩三個小時才寫到這裡，對不起啊兄弟。(: 我不知道為什麼，我跟你說話的時候就是很喜歡叫你去死就是了，好像很壞，可是我真的，唉，你每次都弄我眼睛進沙，去死啦臭雞蛋！我覺得你，長大了。以前你的脾氣一級棒，現在還是有，可是，我覺得，你有很努力在控制啊，我有很努力的感覺到了，你的努力。你每次都很在意你的兄弟，眼睛也常常進沙。我到底怎麼認識你，我還記得一清二楚。進班的第一天，你就遠遠地指著我說，哇你的名字叫eshen, Chelsea的Essien咧！然後我就很莫名其妙，想說看看誰是Essien，就這樣，我從本來覺得足球這種二十二個人一起追著一個皮球跑的爛遊戲的女孩，變成了一個超愛看足球的熱血女生，一個不再那麼女生的女生。哈哈(: 真的，人家問我為什麼看足球，也許很膚淺，可是我就很自然地告訴他們，因為我以前有一個朋友叫我essien，我就去看足球，就喜歡足球了。你在我的生命，帶給我很多不一樣的色彩，希望以後，我還可以跟你一起看球喝茶(:

Leezongxuan: 是最後一個，也不算是最後一個，因為你很重要(: 你很奇怪，一直都很奇怪，可是奇怪的你一點都不奇怪。(: 謝謝你陪著我們兩姐妹，趕走了不知道多少只噁心到沒有話說的貓。還好有你，不然我的額頭回來後會黑青，睡到一半的豬樣會突然因為煞車驚醒，披頭散發的豬樣會讓別人以為他們見鬼了。我本來也跟你不是很熟啊，我們也還蠻客氣的，可是現在我不想要對你客氣了，客氣了就不腿樣，不腿樣就不奇怪了。(: 全世界只有你一個叫我全名，還要是華語名，那感覺超奇怪，可是你就是這樣奇怪啊。我覺得，我會不習慣，你的不奇怪，我比較喜歡你奇怪的感覺，腿腿的樣子，所以，請你繼續奇怪下去。(:

還有，沒有去的你們：

yingchuan: 我不知道什麼是雞巴，到底什麼是雞巴啊？幹嘛林嘉豪說你很雞巴樣咧？可是沒有你去，我覺得還蠻怪的，沒有人跟我說周杰倫，少了一條腿，好怪。下一次一定要去好嗎？(:

cheehong: 聽說你也剃三分頭了？幹嘛你沒去？好像也少了什麼聲音，也少了一個跟我站在同一個陣線的球迷耶！下一次你沒有去，你準備哭慘了吧。(:

keanyip: 誒，你沒有去，他們就一直說我超愛睡覺的，說我很豬。你應該去的啊，這樣他們就不是說我了，沒有人和我一樣那麼愛睡覺了。你在家做了什麼？也是睡覺嗎？(: 下一次要去知道嗎？(:

yuhang: 我知道你超難過的，也很想要去，沒關係啦，我們下一次一起去，一定會一起去的! 少了你好像少了很多笑聲，少了人跳舞，少了人唱歌，所以，你下一次一定要來 (:

他母親的，

我寫了整整一個下午才寫完的！

看吧，都跟你說了，我變得和那群臭男生一樣了，

不過沒關係，

我喜歡和他們在一起，

聽他們說話我會笑翻，

聽他們唱歌唱得歇斯底里我也會笑翻，

被麵粉倒了一整個頭，

我氣翻了！

可是我也被氣得很快樂(:

還有誰會敢在我頭上倒一包的麵粉啊？

還不是只有他們(:

很快我們就要長大了，

我想不到的是，

那群男生竟然比我們女生還要感性，

寫了一堆關於過去現在和未來的文言文，

讓我感傷死了，

原來男生比我更在意在一起那麼久的朋友，

原來男生比我更在乎陪伴我們長大的死黨，

原來男生比我更捨不得那些年我們擁有的美好，

原來男生比我，還要更恐懼以後無法再一次相遇，

原來男生，也不過是一群用心在交朋友的臭雞蛋。

不管我們以後想要追求的是什麼，

想要放棄的是什麼，

想要走的路，是怎麼樣的路，

我們還是會好好的，

只是，

我們會不會忘記這些人，

然後一直向前走，走，走，

被那該死的SPM炸我們的腦袋炸個青光了，

還會不會記得這幾年我們走過來的日子

我覺得，

我們都不會忘記的

感謝你們，

你們出現在我生命中的章節，

讓我的生命是如此的精彩快樂

Cause if I already had you, I need not to find someone like you (:

2011-12-13T17:42:00.001+08:00

Hello bloggg(:
How are you doing ?
Am pretty fine just my muscles are aching (:
Just back from trip with buddies,
Very awesome and I will definitely miss the sweet moments I spent with them (':

I woke up at 2.45pm today, and slept at 9.30 yesterday, am too pig, seriously (:

Am going to listen undang with li tomorrow (: I hope it won't be too boring tho (:

I don't know why,
Christmas is coming,
And I feel like making you a bento meal box (:

Let me learn how to make one,
And you all shall book a meal box from me (:

Too bored, watching hitz. ,
Nothing much, stereo hearts' playing.
Make me your radio, turn me up when you feel low, this melody was meant for you, jut sing along to my stereo(:

xx, with loves.
Eleven days to Christmas'eve ,
Back to December,
Back then to one of the sweetest days in my life (:
Christmas' eve to Christmas ! (:

Just when you think,hope is lost,and giving up is all you got,

2011-12-08T17:46:00.001+08:00

Sometimes when I am mad, but you are not. Sometimes you go real insane, but I am clear about everything. Is it meant to be like this ? We may be meeting thousands people in our life, or even millions, but how many will give you a hand when you need the most ? Have you ever been through this ? When you face conflicts and irony, when you are thrown in confusion and don't know what to do, don't know who to find, don't know where to go ? Sometimes we face all the problems, might be small problems, might be big, small as if asking you to choose what to eat when it's time for dinner, big as if you're going for A levels or sitting for STPM, perhaps this might just be a small matter to some people, everyone has different perspectives, different thoughts, different problems waiting for them ahead, to solve. People get frustrated and down at times , when people feel so, we don't get influence by them, yet ought to give them happiness, turn the wrong right, giving out hope and smile, spreading the positive thoughts. That's the only thing I know.

To everyone I love ,

'cause when you believe, 'cause when you trust, everything's gonna be alright. You chose what's the best for you, and you know it's the best of you, so why are you caring so much about other's point of view ? They might be angry, might not understand your feelings, words might hurt, but you know it's worth to fight for, you know nothing sort of a tidal can dampen your enthusiasm towards your choice. And they said, anything in life worth having is worth working for. After all, you realized you've been through so much, and you've grown up so much. You know what is your choice, you know what is right, you know what to do, you appreciate every single thing in life, not to mention, friends who were once you think they are not understanding enough, who you once doubted are they your true friends.

Thou shall make the people feel the care and love, from time, to time.

Vulgarity is prohibited :)

One of the sweetest day of my life,

if you asked me why,

i would say,

'because they came, and exist in my life (:

Sometimes there isn't an obvious explanation

While the holiest stars can feel the strongest palpitations

What Talking You ? : REPLIES :)

2011-12-07T18:58:00.000+08:00

nothing much,
just trying to be nut :)

Replies on Sweet Talk :)

Salmah : hello :) saya tak perlu buat duit melalui internet, Bank Negara yang buat duit :)
Kevin : uhh hiihii :) I didn't write a letter to you, did I ? and what's the point of me writing a letter to advice you and you wouldn't follow ?
Esmyra : Hi :) yeah continue jogging, bye bye :)
Kevin : hey ! so are you the same guy as above ? How are you ? I am fine ! Kthxbai :)
Sara : YEAH RIGHT how you know I have oily skin ? but am using Jurlique ady, my mommy said dont simply change cleanser :)
Heather : Yeah I found yours too.
Nik : sowiee BM saya tak baik , tak tau you cakap apa , paiseh ah :)
Angeline : you're not sorry (:
Kim : From KL with love xx
Diana : Thank you ! wish you a very good day too :)
Amy : Kim said from Taiping with love, you both live nearer :)
Lin : whaaat ? you dont sleep at night ? don't go blogwalking all night long kay ? you will get Panda Eyes !
Naz : sohlee cikgu saya ajar saya jangan lepak
Kevin : Oh didnt know you love to visit my blog so much :) and oh you know Kim ? :)
Terry : Woah, you speak alien language like me too ! Can tell me what is HAHI ?
Naz : Apa lu mau ? ): cikgu cakap tak boleh lepak D:
Peter : Hello , you know Kim and Kevin ?
Roman Girl : HOHO but I viewed yours, naffing much tho D:
Agnes : your friends are Peter Kim and Kevin ?
Helena : Oh nooo ! do you need to go to a rehab center ?

YAY DONE REPLYING .

KAY, I AM JUST BEING RANDOM :)

byebye xx.

New Home For Bloggie :)

2011-12-07T17:20:00.002+08:00

mushi mushi :)

YAY me new skin for bloggie after ages :D

go for pink, haha idk why.

been sitting infront of the computer since noon,

immabe lifeless pig today

oink oink teehee

^@^

okay this is kinda-not-so-me-emoticon

playing all kind of videos on Youtube

seriously,

am so lifeless till i could die.

no,

i think i no longer lifeless,

so many decisions waiting me to be made,

yet i have no idea what to do and what is the right thing to do ,

eshen you seriously fail and should just go dai.

PS:

HELLO BLOGWALKER, PETER SARA NIC KEVIN SALMAH and WHATSOEVER

*waves*

*big waves and eyes popped out*

o.oY

I KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN HERE AND YOU LUB MY BLOG SHO MUCHIE,

AND

YOU ARE FRIGGIN ANNOYING

-.-

kthxbailurves.

everything is in a mess D:

Christmas :D

2011-12-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA epic fail

this is me and bingbing,

when I still had my fringe long,

when she still had her hair short :)

And this is me and bingbing during last year Christmas Eve

when I had my fringe cut

when she had her hair long :)

makes much different ? no ?

MORE QQ no ?

HAHA

ok epic fail x2.

I love Christmas :)

Don't you love Christmas ? :)

This was Last Year's Christmas' Eve :)

I made my own X'mas sock :)

I swear ,

from last year onward,

Christmas meant a lot to me (:

Christmas is just such a sweet celebration and brings so much happiness to me

I sometimes think Santa really exists,

and I think he did send me a supersweet gift :)

and this year's Christmas Eve,

am gonna make it another memorable one,

with people I always love,

P.s : I LOVE CHRISTMAS SONGS SHO MUCH TOOO :)

Korean style (:

2011-11-23T21:20:00.001+08:00

watching Korean drama and putting on Korean face mask is a kind of (;

Korean style (;

Sore thraot ;(

2011-11-22T14:05:00.001+08:00

Yay back from Taiwan, this blog is so dead ;)
I have sexy macho voice nao (:
Eheheh.
Nothing much to say,
Baaaaai (:

It isnt as simple as how it used to be

2011-10-31T16:06:00.001+08:00

This world changed ,
People changed ,
Things changed .

Yet,
There is always people who never changed,
Still,
being ridiculous at times .
No,
I suppose it should be,
From time to time.

I thought I wouldn't care,
Now I know I care a lot,

Too sensitive to uninportant things.
Perhaps shouldn't waste time on this matter,
Worthless anyway.

Time will prove everything,
And I asure you,
Despite indecisiveness in me,
I'll make the right choice and do the right decision when one important question in life is asked.

You'll know what's going on (:

Loves.

I'm going to dai tomolo :)

2011-10-16T13:13:00.000+08:00

and the day after tomolo , and tomolo and tomoloooooooo
:D

I miss Lemon Garden @ Bangsar Village II (':

WHAY ?
cause am not studyingggg .
am not doing maths .
am slacking .

Yay me.

'cause I smell freedoooomm is somewhere near ~

yeaaap .
so yeaaaap.
me noh wan to give a damn on ze sheetwopeed exams (:

BYE BYE.

i'm going to do maths .

HAHAHA. potong velly.

Oh and one lil thing

2011-10-14T23:54:00.001+08:00

Not yet fall asleep.

Because,

P.s : sometimes you can't sleep well due to the blocked nose, despite taking in pills.

:)

Seriously, nights !
xxxxxx

Lil things in life (:

2011-10-14T23:45:00.001+08:00

1)Sometimes hating yourself for being such a coward (:

2)sometimes you speak something absolutely different from whats in your mind

3)sometimes you can wait until the day you fly

4)sometimes you think you are so gonna give up all the books

5)sometimes wishing people asking you to stay

6) sometimes you are worry what if people out there are not sleeping, and you stay up a lil later to ensure they have someone to accompany them

7)sometimes you think you are such a weird

8)most of the time, you regret what you said (:

Lil things in life (:

Nights world, lights off (;
xx

I have been eating toufu for days !

2011-10-12T19:29:00.001+08:00

Raaawrrrrrrrr !!

Kakak kenapaa rumah Ada banyak toufu ? :o

Nohhhh ~ !

2011-10-10T22:08:00.001+08:00

I am not studying T-T

And I dont know where to start and abcdefghijk..!

D:

Okay I so fail.

Bai bai.

2011-10-07T15:22:00.001+08:00

这世界
如果有如果

Wang lee hom (;

2011-10-05T11:45:00.001+08:00

Ni hen shuai (:
Oh my god.

Haha (:

Life is simple (:

2011-10-04T22:07:00.001+08:00

等一下（：

2011-10-03T16:44:00.001+08:00

我好喜欢几米（：
他让我变得好快乐（：
我没有烦恼了（：

好开心（：

喜欢＂世界别为我担心＂，
更喜欢＂向左走，向右走＂（：
喜欢听着＂遇见＂，
看向左走，向右走（：

很快乐（：

我等的人他在多远的未来（：

好好听（：

等一下，就去读书（：
先看几米可以吗？（：

Good bye physics , may you rest in peace (:

2011-10-02T22:59:00.001+08:00

I dump you, sorry .

That was because I love my family more, would rather spend some quality time with them more than hardcoring with you.

Sowie and I love you.
Tomorrow please don't fail me too much (':

Sincerely,
Me (:

My weakness is , that I sleep too much (:

2011-10-02T15:24:00.001+08:00

Sleeping makes me feel like I'm the happiest princess in this world (:
Regardless the small pea under hundreds mattress (:

Damn damn damn, (:

2011-10-02T10:01:00.001+08:00

Yuan Wang lohh ..

Physics , Wei so mok ni jiang nan gao oh ?

Bu Yao jiang huai dan please .

Sincerely,
Wo.

(:

I can be tough, I can be strong

2011-10-01T18:16:00.001+08:00

But with you, it's not like that at all (:
Addictive song, avril keeps me humming damn damn damn everyday (:

Oh innerpeace !
Oh Liverpool !
Oh shot physics (;

You know what,
I just realized,
How could I ever expect physics to change his mind and accept who am I so he would love me more ?
The fact is, he's not even a livingthing, he has no feelings and doesn't know how to change (:

So I, as a homisapien who actually has so much feelings and random thoughts, has so much love and tears, should take the initiative to change the mindset , and love physics (':

I know this is super hard, and maybe it wouldn't work this time, but I'll try o work for next year from now on so i won't die to hard next year (; eheh (:

Archimedes (:

2011-09-30T21:11:00.001+08:00

Please love physics (:
Beg ya gwennieee (:

But I still love sleeping like a pig
*oink oink * ^@^"v

2011-09-29T22:47:00.001+08:00

我不喜欢

这样的我

真的

很讨厌

2011-09-29T19:16:00.001+08:00

Who knows it actually does matter.
And bring such huge impact.

Gotta move on and stop thinking of it .

Fight eshen fight !

2011-09-28T19:38:00.001+08:00

Raaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrre !!!

Okay I am going to sleep early tonight.

HAHAHAHH ! :D

2011-09-28T15:12:00.001+08:00

You wouldn't want to see my face :'(
It's too -?!&£@#^*+$€~+¥•=]#}^!

I love fluffy :')

Ahhhhhhhh zzz

2011-09-27T16:33:00.001+08:00

Wahbiangeh .. ( certainly no idea what language is that, but yeah.. )

My face cacated.
-w-

Pimples all over and they are super horrible, like seriously.

And today's papers (Y)
But im not feeling disappointed of screwing up em , in fact, I feel a little happy (:

Homaikot I think I am sort of bian tai,
Okay nevermind (:

This is somewhat like me (: messy so muchiee (;

Why am I so careless ? :(

2011-09-25T17:05:00.001+08:00

And thats the only reason why I can't get good relationship with you, addiee. And of course, knowing the fact that I don't really love you tho I tried to.

Dear AM,
If you would just love me back, a little.
Tqvmily.
Love me.

How nice to run away from everything, watching at such blue sky (':

Raarrrrrrrrrrr (;

2011-09-24T11:38:00.001+08:00

I love viewing those pretty pictures , they are so cutez and naise, ao delightful and brighten up mua day (:

Go gwennieee ! (:

Feels like chopping off my waist !

Neeeways ,
Oh see this cute stuff below, haha ! (:

Examination is nothing but a helpless kid who needs a superwoman like me to the rescue (:

2011-09-23T21:02:00.001+08:00

Nehhh , next week and the battle is officially start (:

But what I am looking forward for are very very awesome life after exams (:

I'm sorry if I didn't do well this time but nevermind, I never studied just for the finals, i study for self-improving and upgrade oneself's knowledge (:

You can make me go so down, yet your little care can make me smile (:
The weather might be windy yesterday,
and it can be really hot today,
Life changes without letting you know, feeling changes from day to day, people can brake the promises they once made.
You just have to appreciate what you have right now, everyone everything everywhere you left your footprints, before everything becomes nothing (:

Ahh I suppose they were random thoughts after listening a person sharing her stories (:

Goooooood bye with loves . (:

2011-09-23T01:14:00.001+08:00

My weaknesses is I care too much.

(:

Whats worse than studying in late night

2011-09-22T23:37:00.001+08:00

It can as well be a kind of enjoyment.
It's all depends on how you think.

And who knows that it ain't the main purpose .

Forget about it, I talk too much nonsense .
Good bye.

'cause you can bandage the damage,
you never really can fix the heart.
-Demi says it all.

It sort of hurt when you speak this way, sorry if I'm too sensitive and misunderstood your words.

窗外阴天了，音乐低声了

2011-09-22T14:25:00.001+08:00

我的心开始想你了.

Still, liking the kind of feeling from the first time hearing this song (:

I like cloudy days,
Rainy yet I could see a little sunshine,
ain't gloomy (:

I think I sort of miss the old days, this is too much for me. (:

Keep holding on (:

2011-09-21T18:04:00.001+08:00

Cause you know we'll make it through make it through .

Whatever meant to be will work out perfectly.

I'll fight and defend (:

2011-09-20T23:35:00.001+08:00

And now my phone hates me too,
Rebelling by telling me he is not working, and might be dead.

I hope it's just something wrong with the chargers , not my phone. Pretty please , come aliveeee ! D:

2011-09-20T19:57:00.001+08:00

I sometimes hate myself so much, for always being pessimistic and bring negative energy to people around me.

Seriously I hate myself being so fergile and thought too much all the time and couldn't explain why is this happening.

I think i need escapism before I go way too insane .

Goodbye

2011-09-20T19:35:00.001+08:00

Hayya eshen please go die
You have so many to tell yet chickened out last minute

Coward ! :(

Can you just get lost ? (:

2011-09-19T16:42:00.001+08:00

And now is time to face the reality.
Exams just around the corner,
And why would you come and mess around then ruin my day at this time ?

Seriously, go get a life if all you ever wanted is just making me speechless by suspecting me doing something behind you, making me show you all the proves that I didn't not lie, and you just say a useless 'nevermind'.

I don't even give a damn on that shitty hundred bucks.

No time to fool around with you,
Wasting my time,
What the hell on earth.

365 - till I know who you really is,

2011-09-16T01:23:00.001+08:00

Thank lord, I cherish everything you gave to me (:

I sometimes wonder if I was terrible enough to let people down without realizing how the people feel at the moment. Have I been making the common mistakes over and over again , and thats the reason why I get consequence which I never wished for.

Ought to think about it (:
Nights with many many hearts.

我不想做梦，我想追上梦(:

2011-09-15T17:14:00.001+08:00

Maayydaaaaaayyy (;

xx

我很想说，
其实我很爱你，
可是，
为什么每当我很努力想要靠近你，
想要把我们的距离拉近，
可是我们却越来越远了
是我不够主动
还是我让你很灰心
好难过

难过死了

我很努力去喜欢你，
可是为什么，
每一次做数学都还是会有一种莫名的挫败感咧？D:

超级讨人厌 ;(
我想我可以去死一死

不要了，
不想死. -.-

我 an yeong 死掉都要死 dao 轰轰烈烈liao !
不管你是高级低级还是普通数学
我会爱你爱到死

虽然还是会讨厌你
可是我会想办法每天爱你多一点 (L)

有很多华语字 horh (;
Wo hen pro ji xia,
Bu shi yi dian dian bah liao (;

Enough Chinese for today (:
P.s: I think I had too much CH3COOH these days haha (: I think I am mad (:

Buhs
Byes
With lots loves

很靠近还听见呼吸 (:

2011-09-14T19:13:00.001+08:00

有一点伤

都是自找的麻烦，
习惯这个不习惯
就好

（：

You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am

2011-09-14T18:18:00.001+08:00

Do you have to make me feel there is nothing left of me ?

Demi lovato (:

Is sick of this life , update you later or maybe not, we will see.

xxgoodbyelovesxx

Will see you soon (:

2011-09-13T18:23:00.001+08:00

Wan Jin :

All the best over there (:
You might not know how much your sister misses you (:
She loves you so much.

Don't know if you would ever found this site, but hope that everything will be fine there and still looking forward to meet up with you really soon :))

Liwancheah, you will be alright , don't worry bout your brain and stuffs , I can't save you deary, but I will always be there for you (: smileee :D
xx

From, someone always loving you (:

Moves like Jagger (:

2011-09-13T16:49:00.001+08:00

Told ya I will update here more often (: I don't know why.. But it seems like whenever exam's just around the corner, I keep this dead blog alive more than ever (;

It's not the first time, last year PMR I have experienced this (:

I sort of think that everyone got so stress out. Certainly have no idea why, but I would take it as a kind of natural phenomenon in catholic high . Stay clam dearies, don't make your life so miserable because of examination, fact is , it's not even a living thing, and what's the point we homo sapiens worrying about, the sky is not falling (;

I think I am talking crap somehow, cus I am in fear of that goddamnit non- humanbeings, not even a creature. Okay you might just wanna ask me to go dai. If and only if I could, I would. Hehh (:

Okay seriously love and hate this stupid spelling checking thingy, now I can't type much alienz perfecto wordz, -.-

Last but not least : a not-so-motivative motivating line for you homo sapiens .

If you don't like it, you can just lump it.

HAHAHA :D just lurve exam and those thick books , wouldn't you ? (:

..xx..

2011-09-12T22:38:00.001+08:00

I never wanted to try to fail,
Just getting lil tired at times,
Wish I could be better than ever (:

Sleeping too much ain't a good thing afterall ..
Yet, is going off to bed ..
How silly.

So long ！

Buck up !

2011-09-12T20:26:00.001+08:00

Gotta do something in different fields , hard to achieve yet ought to be done, immediately . I suppose I will be more on blogger than other social networks , yeah.. Ciao, with lots loves (:

May you win and stay humble, smile more than grumble, and know when you stumble you're never alone :)

2011-09-11T18:30:00.004+08:00

# Don't you just miss those days without books and calculators ? :(

Hellooo (:
Long time no seeeee (:

My life is kinda boring,
I dont know why i have no study mood at all,
I hope i wont fail this time,
Not literaly ofcourse,
And i am seriously procrastinating ,
Very .
Oh god ..

And i sleep so much ;(
And sing so much ;(
But study so little. ;(

Gahhh, eshen wakes up eshen !
Andy carroll wakes up too, dont drink so much, wont you ?
Liverpool must win.
So does eshen.

Raaaar !!!!

Ouch toothache ;(

Eshennn loves Never Alone (:
Byeeeeee lurves you peepal (:

2011-08-29T02:20:00.000+08:00

kill me if you would

sneezing for times and nose blocked since idk when, sort of suffering here. zzz
so much mucus producing.

I want to die .

good night ,
it's late ,
very late.

signing off ,
2.19 am.

RAAAARRRRRR !!!!

2011-08-27T12:50:00.000+08:00

ISOBELLA ! :)

OKAAAY RAAARRRR HI !!! :)

Yesterday was annual dinner ,

Okay I don't know what to say ,

but all I knew is that,

IMMA pro photographer with a suckish quality digital camera

;) *winks*

If you see the photos uploaded on facebook,

please do not doubt my skill kayz,

it's the camera's problem, ain't mine (;

Holidayss ~ (:

I will not WASTE it and live a lifeless life ,

I must do something ,

yeaaah something but what's that SOMETHING ?

who knows, erhemph. :/

Tomorrow celebrate ShuuMinn's Bio Day :D

Happy Birthdaaay in advance dear !

tomorrow must be fun,

but still,

my fingers will not stop counting and doing subtraction and addition :)

am shoo randomm :)

10 to goooo ! :)

bye bye lurves (:

When the clock strives twelve :)

2011-08-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

hey blog :)
It's twelve midnight ,
sleeping late nowadays,
so much to do , yet i always slacked.
yesterday was awful,
seriously awful.
musnt repeat the same mistake once more.
I will survive till the end,
and survive happily ,
I can ,

aja aja fighting ! :)

sleepless,
i needa go to bed soon,
byeee .

(:

will be alright,
L.O.L :)

2011-08-21T21:59:00.001+08:00

Okay I seriously got so frustrated ,
wasting all my time crapping all around and end up getting this piece of useless shit.
Yeah sorry for being so rude ,
but what the hell on earth weii ,
so restless and sleepless for days and
shit, I suppose to study Add Maths now.
Yet internet connection is this slow,

HOW CAN THIS CRAP JUST TURN OUT LIKE THIS ?!

sigh , jump off .

FML . I need chocolate .

All Out Of Love

2011-08-21T19:52:00.000+08:00

is a random old pitcha found on daddy's laptop (:

Is currently addicted to songs in daddy's laptop (:

they are so nice (:

especially an album entitled "Angel Voice " ,

All Out Of Love ,

originally sang by Air Supply,

but this girl ( who I don't really have any idea what's her name and who she is ),

sings so well and nice

also some other songs, like

Sometimes when we touch, True Colours, Need You Now, Love the way you lie ( Yes, and she didnt rap, she sang, (Y) really nice and comfortable ) , also Baby (Yes, JB's )

so many nice songs daddy has.

also MJ's, and some musics ,

and also also ,

LeeHom's.

Guess I am sort of sick of songs nowadays,

so much of rapping,

as if they were mumbling more than singing.

Lee Hom's new album is going to release on September (:

I don't know why I have mixed feelings,

maybe I don't really know how to manage my time properly,

feeling lifeless yet wanted to catch up on studies so badly,

yet,

Lazy .

Ah, pathetic .

and I thought so much , aduii .

studies and stuffs more .

and why do I always failed ? over and over again ?

Please don't fail me again :(

aya aya , eshen go aja aja fighting ! aye aye :)

bla la la , what talking me ,

ya ya I think I have too much random nerves ,

e heh heh .

Byes . Lurves. (:

2011-08-20T19:09:00.000+08:00

Feeling cold,
throat is sore.
and things undone have so many more .

Feel like talking
but oh well ,
nevermind :)

Signing Off .
is listening : To make you feel my love - Kris Allen * over and over again * due to some reason , ahah.

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind (:

2011-08-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

3 Doors Down :)

Here without you, nice songgg ! :D

hello .

long time no C.

staying up for stuffs,

stalking people whole day long,

listening different songs,

aint so awesome anyway.

aihs. I love my bed .

good bye,

back to work .

Loves .

(':

2011-08-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

I WILL BE BACK YOHHHHH.

THIS IS SO DEAD.

RAAARRRR ! :)

TUUTTUH :)

MWAHHH !

eheh ;)

I should have said all the things that I kept inside of me

2011-08-02T19:43:00.000+08:00

All we'd ever need.

Hi , dead blog..

been real busy recently.

Ah gong passed away.

and what shall I say ?

I miss him so much ,

words can't describe my feelings toward him.

wo ai ni .

so many things are happening,

too fast ,

too quick ,

they think I am strong enough,

they think I am moving on,

but the truth is that I am not,

for many things,

in many things.

I can hardly catch up,

your pace.

I don't feel like doing my homework, i am slacking, yes i know.

So restless,

deep inside my heart.

I thought I think too much,

always and still do,

silly me.

change brain with me, won't you ?

Too sensitive,

sigh,

removes some nerves in me then,

might be less sensitive so I wouldn't show how much I care and how do people and I feel.

pathetic much.

Just go smiling and be cheerful like how you used to be, like seriously,

you need to stand up and fight, eshen.

you're not going to cry like a baby and wait for a sympathetic smile.

why do I always say things that are actually not the truth,

why do I have to be so initiative and over enthusiastic sometimes and forget bout how people feel,

why do I regret from doing so after all and swear I will never did that once more,

why do I keep quiet and remain silent when I actually have so much to tell,

why do I not tell you the truth before hanging up and make myself a half-dead human.

And this wasn't me,

this Is me .

Very annoying ;(

I'll be better, like how I used to beeeeee .

Loves.

2011-06-26T12:55:00.001+08:00

i love Sunday :)

off to massage with mom :)

For goodness sake,

i love Party Rock Anthem.

!&#()!@*!*#(@!(@

I can't take it any longer, but my will is getting stronger

2011-06-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

And I think I know just what I have to do .

Stay - Sugarland .

how I wish, life is as easy as this,

so peaceful and calm, need not worry so much .

what am I up to huh ?

I have no idea.

a half-dead blog,

a half-completed project,

a half-finished novel,

a watched half-way Tv show,

a half-negative thinking mind,

is there anything else of mine,

had perfectly done,

completely finished,

and absolutely carefree ?

sigh. I don't know what's going on .

I just miss the old days .

seriously,

thought I might cry .

See them ?

they are my girls,

special ones,

irreplaceable :)

For you see,

we've been through so many ,

of braking down, smiles, laughters, quarrels, sweet moments,

how best friends are suppose to be ,

what best friends are meant to be,

words just can't describe all the feelings.

There are always there for me,

no matter what .

For my girls,

I just want to say,

I am always here for you all, too.

I'll lend you my shoulder to cry on,

I'll laugh as hard as I could with you,

I'll talk to you if you needed me,

I will not leave,

unless you ask me to

Dear girls,

I hope our friendship will last,

and I really appreciate you girls a lot.

I hope you know,

I still care,

and I don't want to give up,

I still want to be your listener,

your true friend,

just like how we used to be,

please don't doubt everything I did,

I do care,

I still care,

I really care.

and I don't want to lose anyone of you :)

with loves,

2011-06-01T19:15:00.002+08:00

Headache.

HEN TONG.

D:

Day 3 1/2 : You Are Not Alone

2011-05-31T20:15:00.002+08:00

Well , such nice song of Micheal Jackson's .

Heard this song on the radio when I was on my way to school for ,

marching and production.

Yeah. :)

It is still not,

like a blink of an eye.

It is still a lonng loooong, supeer superrrb looong dayy.

like #Y@Y#Y@Y(WH!I!#*!(!POU@U@

Woke up early in the morning ,

and oh, it was raining ,

teeheee .

I felt sho happy 'cuz I might not become a roasted chicken after the marching session :P

but uhh,

I still put on the sun block in case Mr. Sunshine loves me too much.

Indeed, he still came once for awhile and said Hello to me,

waved his hand with UV lights to me,

okaaay ,

it's not like I don't want to accept you , dear sunny sunshine,

I know how enthusiastic you are ,

but just uhmm ,

tiny lil heart has no more spaces to fit you in,

and tiny lil brain has no more spaces for you to squeeze in ,

so paiseh , but it's the truth :)

STARCH WAR,

went for Hijau deco as well,

as not much green humans went for marching,

so the commander was like

"aiiih, so lil people, I let you all march for one and a half hour then you all go deco kay ? "

and inside my heart was like :

ahhhhh ftwwww !#)!@@!_(#^_(!@##U!@J#O!Y@#@) ! good bye sunnn (L) :D :D

had starch all over my hands, with tissues paper :)

felt so great after finished painting starch and tissues on the BIG STUFF

( iidk can I say what's that stuff, I scared if I say it out here Green humans might murder me , so , ZIP :X )

yeah,

So YE again .

I swear I am not going to become a tailor or whatsoever occupations which is related to sewing, please let me go die .

I JUST DUNNOH HAO TO SEW .

I mean , yeah I know, imma ERT student oii , but hor,

the sekoci and the benang made me so frustrated .

There is no chemistry between me and the machine ,

no loveee , I can't feel it , sorry teacher,

I might let you down 'cause you have such fail student who does not know how to sew properly but eventually an ERT studentt with a Grade A for her Kemahiran Hidup. :')

And YanHui , Yan hui !

accidentally opened my FB message box.

and yeah , he claimed :

" IT WAS ALREADY THERE WHEN I OPENED IT , NOT MEEE "

oh yeah ..

and he even tried to change my lock code.

emmmph :/

and oh oh oh,

the teacher's day performers list is out.

The United Ingenious passed ,

you are so dead !

ahahha :)

I might throw my face * diuh liann * as well ,

as such fantastic group's manager. haha.

Oh and the morning glories too.

you just gotta prepare to laugh until you die on Teacher's day . :D

I don't know why I felt so tired today,

I slept for two hours this now,

yet I am still feeling dizzy .

but I am still going to continue my korean drama ,

'cause it is the best way to avoid myself thinking too much (:

and also , wait until 11 o clock and check my Fb (:

and I shall go to sleep after that.

Are you having fun ?

I reckon my holiday is quite awesome somehow..

at least I did a lot stuffs ,

and till now,

have not regretted on anything I've done,

not even regret on getting myself in troubles of thinking so much until the word " I WANT TO DIEE ADY, CANNNOT STAND THIS ANY LONGER " kept on popping out from my mind . (:

I am happy , doing fine , though might be a lil far apart,

still , I can feel where you are (:

It's getting closer,

just make it through,

I know I will,

and same goes to you :)

PLEASE SURVIVE ! (:

Just a random shot when doing Mother's Day card for all the mahmahs with Estin and Eshin (:

You are not alone,

I am here with you,

Though we're far apart,

You're always in my heart.

MJ (:

Good night !

Sugar Dreams :)

Tomorrow will be more exhausted , I suppose ? (:

p.s : I think I sort of caught a flu . heh :)

Day 2 1/2 : 第一個清晨

2011-05-30T17:26:00.001+08:00

It's now 5.11pm , 30/5/2011.

I came back from school ,

went for YE production ,

a productive day, indeed,

still,

trying my best to keep myself busy.

But it still seemed useless, anyway .

I went to watch Pirates of the Caribbean : On Stranger Tides with my family.

Nice , yeah ,

Johnny Depp is cute, seriously (:

Penelope Cruz is hot, and

Astrid Berges-Frisbey is gorgeous :)

Just , I don't get it,

those mermaids were scary,

like eww.

nice movie anyway,

you should watch it (:

well if you want me to watch again I wouldn't mind

just you have to make sure I keep my mouth shut so I won't tell too many about the story ;)

I am going to watch Korean drama,

if it did not work, and I don't know how would I survive without thinking too much and missing,

'cause you know,

I have tried doing paper clay , sleeping, watching movies, went for sharing, for activities with friends, playing with the babies, and so on ,

I failed miserably .

Just couldn't stop myself from thinking.

Okay, I am going for marching tomorrow,

I'm so going to be an american black chicken )':

Enjoy your day !

Good bye !

Sleeep tight * I meant it , SLEEP TIGHT, SWEET DREAMS okaaay *

with loves,

eshennn.

Day 1 1/2 : 遺憾

2011-05-29T15:24:00.001+08:00

Paper Clay ,

filled the whole morning ,

but still ,

you never gone out.

was still stuck.

It's 3.04 pm , 29/5/2011. (:

what are you doing ?

I wanted to watch Drama,

but I did not.

I am listening to yi han , again.

I know ,

" why every time listen to this song ? what so awesome bout it ? "

are you trying to ask ? (:

well then my answer would be,

" nothing special , just can't stop loving it anymore, can't stop playing it anymore, 'cause I can't stop recalling every moments anymore (: "

Oh by the way,

did I not tell you something silly happened to me the day before Add Maths paper ?

I actually forgot my Facebook password,

like seriously ,

FORGOT.

no idea what was my password,

not at all.

Till now,

I still have no idea what was my password.

IDK what happened to me ,

as if my head was knocked by a flower pot from the sky.

eventually, I changed my password.

Yeah , am too dumb D:

And oh, yesterday night,

Internet no access ,

couldn't reply as well ,

couldn't see what people have sent,

and today morning,

I deleted the convo box or so called 'message between you and me' box,

and now everything is gone,

already gone ,

I meant it,

EVERYTHING .

and I am dying )':

am too dumb,

how could I just pressed that god damn DELETE button ?

sigh. :'(

Barcelona won,

I didn't wake up and watch ,

too tired,

used up too many mitochondria to think.

PAPERCLAYS OH PAPERCLAYS.

GOOD BYE to you ,
have fun ,
(:

still playing (:

Day 1/2 : When you look me in the eyes .

2011-05-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

I am doing fine.

Exam just ended.

I did not hibernate ,

I did something more meaningful instead,

I had fun with paper clays,

and now is 11.00 pm.

has been a long time since I update my blog,

and also write my diary.

I wonder what are you doing there right now ?

Well I guess I could not withstand this any longer,

but I have to ,

just have to survive (:

So I think I shall fill my days with much activities and stuffs,

in case I had too many free time,

and my brain will be thinking of something else,

and I have to suffer for the whole day long . (':

In fact,

it's only the 1/2 day,

and it's like

1eyoiqdhqy0[12u7312932p18w8iq(!@&#()!#(&^$)&(

seriously , ya know ?

Okaay , done.

beeeeep (:

I can't take a day without you here

you are the light that make my darkness disappear

When you look me in the eyes

JB.

am so gonna stuff myself with dramas .

avoid distraction (':

Good night to you ,

sleep tight ,

sweet dreams.

(L)

I'll find my paradise , when you look me in the eyes (:

2011-05-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

# my shirt described it all #

Helloh World,

I miss those days , blogging in late night ,

listening to the same song ,

thinking of the same thing , same people ,

and maybe writing my diary.

Today I am doing the same thing ,

blogging in late night ,

listening to the same song ,

yet with anxious and lethargic feelings ,

examination

is just 'round the corner ,

yeah i mean it ,

Next Friday , can you imagine that ?

I am so dead.

well it's okay ,

I'm getting tired of my life ,

I have so many stuffs to do and I actually somewhat still enjoying my life tho exam is next week .

k and nao i can die .

so in order not to let myself get too sick of it,

I shall make my life easier ,

I won't go crazy over my oh-so-thick books ,

I'll just flip them gently ,

Who cares what results I might get ,

at least I've tried my best ,

as in ,

tried my best in a more relaxing way ,

so I won't die so young.

Oh ,

I dont know why I got so addicted with Yi Han again . D:

can't stop listening .

haoo ? and whuat should i do ?

This is the only song that I never get bored with .

too nice (:

Okay ,

night then .

I shall update you soon :)

2011-05-02T17:28:00.000+08:00

Within you I lose myself.
Without you I find myself,
Wanting to be lost again.

I love you blogger,

just ,

goddamnexamination loves me more.

so long ! :)

2011-04-12T00:44:00.001+08:00

HI STALKER !
PLEASE GO AWAY :)

2011-04-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

I have so many things to say ,
yet I don't feel like writing it down now.
Holy cow.

mixed feelings ,
goes up and down ,
and it goes on and on..

hmmph ? :/

2011-04-05T01:21:00.002+08:00

As promised.

I am here.

It's 1.11 am now :)

What should I say ?

somewhat the kind of feeling updating blog alone in the middle of the night ,

listening to favorite song using headphone,

lying on the bed,

is undeniably awesome.

Well maybe I get on to bed later ,

I might get more hyper and energetic tomorrow.

since I've been sleeping for so many hours yet it did not help much for me to keep myself awake and energetic.

Girls do think a lot ,

think too much .

I don't know bout the guys,

but yeah ,

I think a lot .

For regretting not doing this or that ,

For regretting what I've done ,

then come to a conclusion that

Thou shall not do this or that again , NEVER.

Reason ?

'cause it's super embarrassing and awkward ,

as if i were dancing like a fool.

So I shall always think before I act,

before it's too late for me to regret .

am not gonna cry over split milk anymore .

I enjoy the night ,

I enjoy the song.

I kept it on replaying for few hours .

so this is the last time I'll let it play for today.

I shall sleep now.

Nights , loves.

2011-04-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

Dear blogger, i realise i slept too much nowadays. I think i should go the other way round. I shall meet you later. with loves. (:

2011-04-03T15:17:00.000+08:00

Fresh look for ya ,

It's no longer a dead blohg yoh.

Simplicity (:

am not going to slack 'round ,

tho I just did .

wasted half of my day doing nothing .

and nao I shall go do something great.

nyeeheh ;)

pwesh don't doubt that I am awezome,

'cause I really do .

pwesh don't laugh at me because of my stupid gigantic pimple on my nose,

am feeling sad and so downz because of that and I feel like no one would ever wants me anniemoh,

sigh.

pwesh don't laugh at me because of my american black chicken skin ,

I swear I really want disney snow white's skin,

but the sun just love me this much , THIS MUCH,

kept stuffing vitamin D , noh wait ,

Ultraviolet light for me.

what on earth D:

OKAYZ , I'm done.

update you next time.

Great Human is so gonna do Great Things.

KTHXBAILOVE. :D

HI DEAD BLOHG, I SHETELL LUB LUB YOU (:

2011-03-30T00:47:00.000+08:00

My friend and I

: me is missing those happy moments :')

HELLO .

HI .

YEAH .

AM SHO LAZY NOWADAYZ.

HAO ?

lazy until abandon this smelly blog ,

'course it's smelly,

no one came also ,

owner didnt come also ,

TELL ME WHATTAYA EXPECT ?

I miss blogging in the midnight

listening Yi Han :D

so here am I

TEEEHEEE ;)

Okay,

I dont know what to write .

I didnt use my awesome alien perfecto wordz for such a long time ,

( tsk tsk , school teachers dont allow me to do so , too )

right ,

HAO TWO USE MUA ALIEN PERFECTO WORDZ A-DEEEE ?

SOMEONE PWESH HELP MII.

KTHXBAI .

ILOVEYOUALL.

such an awesome update ;)

My girlfriends :D

2011-03-28T20:55:00.002+08:00

I was thinking ,

Maybe it could be true,

Maybe it's not just a maybe ,

Maybe it's not just a maybe after 365 days .

Maybe it's no longer a maybe after 730 days .

:)

2011-03-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

What ?
I just feel like crying ,

I know I'm not strong enough .
just I really feel like crying .
That's all , no more.

LONG TIMEEE NO SEEE :)

2011-03-15T12:09:00.000+08:00

oh well ,
I just come here and walk around ,
and I dont feel like blogging right now.

Many things happened recently ,
which I couldn't write it all here right now ,
I promise I'll be back ,
telling you everything ,
when I am free and feel like writing .

Don't feel neglected ,
pretty please.

Ciao :D

BRB SOOOOON .

'cause every time I see your bubbly face , I get the tinglees in a silly place (:

2011-02-06T14:53:00.000+08:00

OH YELLOH HUMAN :)

giongg hee fatt chai :)

hmmph , long timee no update huh ;)
I meaaan , yeaah , proper update ?

I think I am sort of like .
getting random nowadays .
not joking okay ?
am sho randomz .

mood swings higher than a swing :)

pooof . what a cny holidays .
just realised I love holidays much mucho

no ,

I think the reason why i love holidays is because

escapism is needed.

wvouu sheeet :)

OH OH OH

I read my diary this morning

I am sho glad that I actually wrote my feelings and thoughts in my dy dy (:
tho nao I reread , somewhat giggling , somewhat laughing , how silly was I .

but the dates for happy moments , sleepless night , unfortunate incidents , getting over something , falling for someone , sitting for exams , memorable ones and hurtful ones ,

are stated (:

my diary made me a HAPPY girl (:

because the unhappy girl in me is in mua diary (:

ME LURVE MUA DIARY (:

p/s : i won't be a good girl for todae ya noe ? I don't feel like wasting my last day of holiday on rechecking my homework , packing my school bag , copying my duty list , studying useless facts and convincing myself I love schooling much much . I am so going to live a TUI FEI life today. I want to watch suckish taiwanese dramas which really suck a lot because they often waste my cheap tears. ( the storyline are usually lame till you can die after all , but I am still willing to waste my time , because this is called the TUI FEI lifestyle ) I want to waste time wandering all around in my house. I want to waste time lying on the sofa or lying on my comfy com com bed . and a hah , i am so awesome , i know (:

p/p/s : oh wvaao . I admire girls who know how to play guitars (: *ENVY* *ENVY BERRY MUCH* * ENVY DIE * Oh , i mean .. I admire girls who know how to play guitars and sing (: they are sho awesome (: As for Malaysian , Penny Tai is the one I admire the most (: she's sho friggin cool (: and I love Colbie Caillat :D see ,they all know how to play guitar and sing with their own style (: it's really naize listening their songs in late night using headphones (: oh , Tanya Chua ain't bad too (:

KTHXBAIS (:

2011-02-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

XIN NIAN KUAI LERH ! :D

2011-01-26T20:59:00.001+08:00

I AM SO LOST. I DONT KNOW WHATS GOING ON. I AM SO CONFUSED. I DONT KNOW WHAT AM I THINKING. IT'S JUST COMPLICATED, MUCH. I DONT KNOW WHEN TO GIVE UP OR HOLD ON , I DONT KNOW WHEN TO BE QUIET OR SPEAK UP, I DONT KNOW WHEN TO WALK AWAY OR STAY. PERHAPS I THINK TOO MUCH . CURRENT ADDICTION : I NEVER TOLD YOU - COLBIE CAILLAT . GOOD, BYE.

Officially sixteen :')

2011-01-19T22:10:00.001+08:00

HII BLOG

AN YEONG :)

looong timez no see hao arr youu ?

been quite busy these weeks ,

form four's life is hectic , yeah hectic .

see , that's the reason why , I couldnt come here that often .

I had my very de awesome birthdaay ,

tho i was sick

but my friends were awesome awesome super duper awesome :')

am really really touched , and what should I say ?

they are great friends I must appreciate , and must not forget .

yeah TUI ,

they are my TUI-est friends ever .

( tuii : can be used in any forms , anytime , anywhere , to express the thoughts and feelings that cannot be described . you just GOTTA FEEL IT )

VIVA LA TUI people (:

thank you so much :)

and i am sho tired , sho buzy , sho wanna die .

o.o

song of the day : qi li xiang - jay chou . sho naize (:

2011-01-13T21:53:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MY BED SO MUCH .
BUT I HAVE NO ENOUGH TIME TO SPEND WITH DEAR BED .
IMY , BEDDY BED BED .

WHAT A NERD .

2011-01-06T20:36:00.000+08:00

SEE.

From such an awezome human , nerdified to Eshen the nerd , and nao I shall say ,

I am sho gonna denerdify , and become THAT AWEZOME HUMAN .

whatonearth is going on .

DENERDIFY , QUICK .

I am sucha weirdo , seriously weird .

2011-01-03T22:47:00.001+08:00

HIII . BACK TO SCHOOL .

IDK WHAT TO SAY .

HAH .

BAI .

A little love

Someone told me this song is nice :) so yeahhh..

Stomp on your left foot :)

When they said , dont show your teeth :)

有你的城市 下雨也美麗 (:

Morningggggg lemonies ! :)

gotta be a quick one, reunion dinner ! :)

Seventeen (:

Y YOU SO DIFFICULT ?

如果人生是一场球赛

SCHOOL IS REOPENING RAWR :D

那又怎麼樣

Never give up on every questions(:

Why ?

I do hope I could grow, yet I dont wish so.

1點11分的下午(:

我突然覺得這個世界好大，我好小

Am backkkkkkkk (:

是我想太多，你总这样说（：

勇敢的告別 :)

Cause if I already had you, I need not to find someone like you (:

Just when you think,hope is lost,and giving up is all you got,

What Talking You ? : REPLIES :)

New Home For Bloggie :)

Christmas :D

Korean style (:

Sore thraot ;(

It isnt as simple as how it used to be

I'm going to dai tomolo :)

Oh and one lil thing

Lil things in life (:

I have been eating toufu for days !

Nohhhh ~ !

Wang lee hom (;

Life is simple (:

等一下（：

Good bye physics , may you rest in peace (:

My weakness is , that I sleep too much (:

Damn damn damn, (:

I can be tough, I can be strong

Archimedes (:

Fight eshen fight !

Ahhhhhhhh zzz

Why am I so careless ? :(

Raarrrrrrrrrrr (;

Examination is nothing but a helpless kid who needs a superwoman like me to the rescue (:

Whats worse than studying in late night

窗外阴天了，音乐低声了

Keep holding on (:

Can you just get lost ? (:

365 - till I know who you really is,

我不想做梦，我想追上梦(:

很靠近 还听见呼吸 (:

You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am

Will see you soon (:

Moves like Jagger (:

Buck up !

May you win and stay humble, smile more than grumble, and know when you stumble you're never alone :)

RAAAARRRRRR !!!!

When the clock strives twelve :)

All Out Of Love

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind (:

I should have said all the things that I kept inside of me

I can't take it any longer, but my will is getting stronger

Day 3 1/2 : You Are Not Alone

Day 2 1/2 : 第一個清晨

Day 1 1/2 : 遺憾

Day 1/2 : When you look me in the eyes .

I'll find my paradise , when you look me in the eyes (:

HI DEAD BLOHG, I SHETELL LUB LUB YOU (:

LONG TIMEEE NO SEEE :)

'cause every time I see your bubbly face , I get the tinglees in a silly place (:

Officially sixteen :')

WHAT A NERD .

有你的城市下雨也美麗 (:

Morningggggg lemonies !　:)

很靠近还听见呼吸 (: